Well everyone, the job I thought I had secured that I was ever so excited about.. well.. let’s just say pipe dreams are made for going up in smoke.
I feel like the biggest dumbass on the planet for falling for it. Ladies and Gentlemen this is what happens when you go with emotion rather than listening to your gut feelings. I wanted to work at home so badly that I ignored my gut and went with it. Like an idiot, now I have egg on my face and bills coming due that I don’t have the money to pay.
I am a working person. I have never been one of those who didn’t want to work, I want to contribute, fuck that, I need to contribute. I was a single mother before J, this is not an acceptable situation for me to be in. To my mind I’m a loser for having the title Unemployed.
I never thought I’d see the day where I’d say I don’t have gainful employment.
Pray for my sanity folks.