I’ve put up a new theme, it’s more personal I feel, feels more like home. I hope you like it. 😀 Our topic today is regarding recent events that have caused me to consider my life and how I’m living it.
As far as my writing here, I’m taking a turn toward the the more personal, inner thoughts of mine. It’s been a period of time since I’ve written here regularly, I’ve missed you and I feel that I’m on a new journey, a self imposed journey to being a better person.
I’ve been guilty of secluding myself into my own world and ignoring what was going on around me, only to my own detriment. I buried my head so far into my own world that I nearly cost myself an uphill battle with Cancer. Yes, cancer. I was lucky and the problem area was removed and then diagnosed – and really we’re not sure it won’t return…it’s a waiting game I suppose, I still feel lucky though.
I didn’t have health insurance so I let my health take a backseat to my life, and nearly paid dearly for it. Don’t let yourself fall into a situation where you’re kicking yourself, or worse. It’s made me re-evaluate my situation, my life, my past, what I want out of my future and what I expect of other people.
I’ve always considered myself pretty strong and self reliant, but I realize I’ve been somewhat complacent and tolerant of things I shouldn’t have been. In short, the last year has been a strange period of tragedies, reflection and depression for me. I called it a funk but I know what it was. I’ve made a few decisions that have helped me to regain what I was missing and it will only improve from here.
I’m back in more ways than I thought.