I’m getting another new tattoo…..to pay homage to my paternal grandmother who called me Sam..she is the only one who ever did and I loved her…love her dearly.

I miss her everyday and I need to remind myself of her struggles so I can be stronger.  I’ll put in there somewhere RIP Wheezy ..cuz that was her nickname.

Miss you Grandma.

Unexpected from now on…just deal with it.

I sit here in MY apartment ..alone. It’s quiet nights like this..listening to Three Doors Down (mistake #1) ..that I miss having a man. It’s this loneliness we so abhorr.  Here without you baby…man without a face.

Yeah. Sux.