Hey there. Let’s see if we can wrap this up now…
We begin to discuss who gets what, and how grandma wanted things done after she passed. Truthfully, it became a regular thing when talking to grandma that she would ask if there was something in particular I wanted, and after she is gone, she’ll be sure I get it. I could never voice things of hers, as something I wanted, it was just hard to fathom. She had her ways though. Division of assets began and it was a very difficult thing to do and my Aunt needed to get home. So we dealt with all of that and the house now sits empty, a shell of the life that once lived there and the memories that we all had in it.
The things I have of hers, I’ve begun to take them for granted, not looking at them and remembering her, each and every time and in a way that makes me sad. I miss her every day, and some more than others. It’s now been almost two months since then and we’ve all returned to our lives, I have re-established here and the kiddo is back in school and I’ve seen a few new people and am looking forward to what’s to come. The boy is 15, will be 16 next year and is dying to get a job. I’ve promised that if he passes all of his classes this semester, that after the christmas break and holiday, he can get a job as long as his grades remain high. Recently, I’ve slowed down, this is why I have more time to write, the parts I left out are all blurred by all the drinking I was doing. Safely at home the majority of the time, but still – I think my liver has aged five years in the last one.
I’ve also decided to look for a somewhat more significant relationship than just someone fun, carefree and hilarious…though those things are still important, I want a boyfriend. Given my current status in life, there will be no moving in here or there or any of that – I won’t do that to the boy, but it would be nice to have a guy. So that’s where I’m at peoples, back in Texas, back in my groove. I’ve been seeing a guy, we’ve been on a few dates and he’s great, I’ve called him Mr. Awesome on facebook so I suppose you can know him as Mr. A, keep it consistent lol. I like smart people, who have a lot to talk about that I don’t necessarily know anything about, keeps me interested 🙂
I have to go make dinner, so ya’ll take it easy..talk again soon! Share your comments!