In the predawn hours I tend to be a little more positive, before I’ve allowed my inner critic to have it’s way with positivity. I have a lot of hope for my future, I also have developed a bad habit of making excuses, making bad choices. Mouthygirl was to be a place for daring, throwing caution to the wind and saying anything. I’ve strayed from that and that’s part of the reason for my recent absence. Ultimately, I’ve been censoring myself and rereading everything and deciding not to post.
All my own fault. We’re in the final days of the first decade I’ve spent as an adult, and I’m not entirely proud of the lack of progress I’ve made in my life. I won’t be saying this in ten more years. The good news is that I’ve found a job thats more than a job, finally.
So as I climb this ladder before me, I’m preparing myself for a few setbacks, they always come…but I’m looking forward to the future, the changes as they come, this passion I feel welling up inside me…again.
How would you describe the past ten years of your life? What will you do in the next ten?