For the last several months I’ve been on a personal mission to change. Almost everything. Who I am will always be the same granted..but I’ve hid myself away and been afraid to experience life.  I won’t do it anymore..I am 32 and have just started dating for the first time.  Started going to bars.. couple parties.. I’m living.

It’s pretty badass. I’ve replaced most of my clothes ..by default I’m happier with my life..my situation.  I’ve done whatever I wanted..whenever I wanted and no one has uttered a word of dissension. Why? Because I have self control. I’ll push farther than I should..but I won’t hurt anything. 

I work hard and I always have..I have a new direction and new motivations ..but my dreams remain the same and you’ll see. It’s the beginning right now..

So wow..in the last month there have been a lot of changes to my life.. good changes.  Some days are difficult for me and most days I’m not sure I’m ready to meet people yet..I’m ready to have fun..but am content to have fun with my sisters.

I’m settled in and need to get right to cooking and not living like were still in transition.  Most importantly it’s time to start having fun again!