I made up my mind, told you to go away,
You were not at all nice about it…as expected.
Then you call and want to see me, comments laden with compliments,
Why do you continue to creep up ,
Why do I let you?
Stupid girl.
Making Up My Mind
by MouthyGirlA Project of Recreation
by MouthyGirlFor the last several months I’ve been on a personal mission to change. Almost everything. Who I am will always be the same granted..but I’ve hid myself away and been afraid to experience life. I won’t do it anymore..I am 32 and have just started dating for the first time. Started going to bars.. couple parties.. I’m living.
It’s pretty badass. I’ve replaced most of my clothes ..by default I’m happier with my life..my situation. I’ve done whatever I wanted..whenever I wanted and no one has uttered a word of dissension. Why? Because I have self control. I’ll push farther than I should..but I won’t hurt anything.
I work hard and I always have..I have a new direction and new motivations ..but my dreams remain the same and you’ll see. It’s the beginning right now..
